I woke up this morning to an amazing sunrise and a beautiful little girl drooling next to me. As I sat there in my room, starting to think about the long list of things I need to get done today. I started to realize how crazy my life has changed in the last few months. God has been doing amazing things in my life.
Lately I have been just teaching myself about God's calling for me and learning about how much I am loved. The lesson yesterday was about Gideon and how he asked God, "Why me and are you real?" As I read the passages at the beginning of Judges 6... I wonder to myself, why is it... that in the past, they were able to test God and God requests. They were able to check with God and know for sure... yes, this is what I am hearing and I am not going nuts.
Ministry is an amazing please to be and I really feel fortunate to be called that way. I just think that it is a huge commitment and I don't want to do it on my own will. So like Gideon tested God, this morning I told God. Okay, if this is what you want for me. I am going to let you guide me and prove to me this is what I am hearing. I will also be waiting to hear about where I belong in God's kingdom here on earth. I just hope that as I continue this amazing walk, that God sends me more amazing people to guide me and help me blossom.
I am just going to trust that God has my best interest in hand. I just wish, they involved Andy. Hey God, do you hear me... I want a guy like Andy in my future. A guy so in love with you, that I need to search you first before loving him. Please lord, I want a God fearing man, that will love me, like you command in the bible. Thank you Lord Jesus, for what I have experienced and what you have in my future... I will wait for Your response!
Thanks... your little terrible two child!!!
ME
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