With everything going on in this little girl's life, that child of mine still finds away to make me smile and laugh about life. Today though, she taught me that even in the worst moments in life... like getting your blood drawn for the millionth time... you still find a moment to smile. You still worry about the people around you and not yourself. I love that kid.

Anyways... as we were getting her blood drawn... Mylah kept telling me, "Mommy... I'm giving blood!" Now in her little mind, she just thinks she is giving again but the reality of what was about to happen. That didn't sink in till we got to the back...when she saw all the needles and tubes. Now the idea of giving changed real quick... She wasn't too qeen anymore about giving her blood anymore. Well, right before the lady sticks her... Mylah looks at me and says... "I need M&Ms after this!" I laughed about inside... I was dying.

To watch your child suffer and see them cry... it's the worst feeling in the world. My daughter the last few days has been in so much pain and there is nothing I can do but tell her I love her and massage her tummy. I hate feeling helpless and right now in life... I feel like everything is falling apart around me. I don't know what to do but when I watch my princess, "thank" the lady who just poked her with a needle. I learned real quick from that pint-size verision of me... Even in the moments where life sucks... There is always something to be thankful for. Funny I would learn that from a three year old.

I love her and Thank God for her everyday!